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| It's been a year since my last post. I have great news. I'm ending this blog to start another one. I know it'll be said not to post on xanga anymore but it's over. I have a new life now. Check me out on myspace. I'll post the link soon. Sorry, everybody. I love you all. | | |
| Ok, so I didn't get to go anywhere for Independence day. It's ok. I got to hear about the President being less than 5 miles away from my house encouraging the troops at Fort Bragg. I've learned so much in the past few days. One thing is that there is an incredible amount of God-given favor on my life for me to take advantage of. If you're ever scared of doing something, do it scared. Even if you go through the hardest, most humiliating thing that you've ever had to deal with, you still haven't had the worst thing that could ever happen to you happen. I've wasted so much time being scared that I might not get a job that I really want because I don't feel qualified for it. I was ashamed. I spent half of the summer looking for a job and then getting hired only later to have to turn it down because it wasn't the best job for me. Well, that's just about the hardest thing I've ever done. A few hours ago, I was embarrassed about the whole situation. Now, I don't what care people think. I've learned my lesson. No time to fret. Shame off me. Now, is the time to do better.
I still deal with shame on a regular basis. It's that gross feeling of not being good enough. I realize that everyone deals with issues. Sometimes, if I'm not careful I can be tricked into thinking that I'm the only one dealing with what I deal with. Thank God for friends that set you straight. May I never forget that I don't qualify myself. Jesus did.
I hope that someone is just as blessed reading this as I was to write it.
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| Ok, I admit it's been a long time. I figured that I don't want to get bogged down with posting so I choose not to post so often. I usually wait till something exciting happens. Anyway, I finally got a job. Now, maybe I can get the cell phone that I always wanted. Anyway, I think that I'll be going somewhere for the Independence day. Hopefully, somewhere where I can have some real fun. | | |
| I'll stand. For What is right. Thank God for friends and faith. Thank God for consuming fire from above. How about that? I've seen two people get saved in the last three weeks. God is awesome. My testimony is awesome and I just used to change another life. Glory to God! Someone please shout for joy! Two of my friends are going to heaven now. People are being set free. All I can say is thank you Jesus. | | |
| Yesterday, I was frustrated. Actually, that was only a few hours ago. I just had post another entry to show that I received some encouragement. I choose to serve God now. I choose to seek after Him. I choose surrender my life to Him. I can rest in the fact that one every knee will bow to Jesus and I contributed to that. Thank you Jesus. | | |
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